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I never believed in the "if you still care, you have feelings for them" thing. I do now and it feels like a kick in the stomach. Ugh, I'll get over it. As I distance myself and learn to love myself more then I ever did him. I'll find happiness and comfort within myself and my self esteem will rise once again. In the mean time ill take it one day at a time. I just feel sad at the moment.