Sunday, April 22, 2012


This past weekend I celebrated my 21st birthday. It was actually yesterday, I had an awesome simple day. On Saturday my family treated me to PF Changs, then afterwards I met up with some friends at art walk. Afterwards, we ended up at steak and shake. And on Sunday was pride. I love pride, it always makes me so happy. I we t with Camille and Tiffany. It was fun I took some good pictures. And on the day of my actual birthday it was spent with booze and more booze. I got a kitchen aid mixer and a Michael Kors watch I wanted. Today, Nancy brought me my gift. It was a Polaroid 600 (: so happy. Now I'm at work, I'm so tired. I still need to do my homework when I get home and go visit my dad. I think I forgot to mention I got the job at Starbucks. This is my second week, it's been good. I can't complain so far.

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

My dad is so cute

So, my sister is getting married and dad dropped off a gift today for her. It's a beautiful stainless steel pots and pans set for her to have. He said it was for which ever daughter got married first. On the inside of the box said " The content of this box, belongs to my daughters" with his signature and the date being June 2004. I think this was around the time he was hospitalized and we didn't know whether or not he would be okay. Made me sad and happy to see it because it was sweet and thoughtful of him.

Sunday, April 8, 2012

Easter Sunday

So I went to church today for the first time in a long time. I'm glad i did because before I left to church I felt like I might strangle someone. As my grandmother keeps aging, the more unbearable and unpleasent she's becoming.

The service was really nice and I felt like I made a real connection with God. I want to start going again every Sunday.

Friday, April 6, 2012

Realized that

I can't talk to poon very often. As much as I do enjoy talking to him, I can't help but get these crazy illusions in my head or get these creepy thoughts that I can't even say out loud. It's just going to make things awkward and I don't want to deal with it. as much as I do miss him at times, things should've stayed how they were, at a distance.

Can't risk thinking.

Let me get fully over you,

I'm falling asleep as I try to think things to say

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Music is for lovers

I love music. All types of music. Music can alter my mood so easily, its like a switch. I don't know what the world would be like if there were no music. So I decided to make a list of my top 25 songs on my iPod that I currently love. 

1. Amy Winehouse - Valerie

2. Andrew Bird - Skin is, my

3. Ladytron - Seventeen

4. Best Coast - Our Deal

5.Stephen Marley - Now I know

6. Bon Iver - Skinny Love

7. Carpenters - Close to you 

8.Coldplay - Fix you

9. Cursive - From the Hips

10. The XX - You've got the love

11. Daft Punk - Something about us

12. The Smiths - There's a Light That Never Goes Out

13. Ellie Goulding/Bassnector - Lights

14. Hall and Oats- You make my dreams

15. The Smiths - This Charming Man

16. Kid Cudi - Cudi Zone

17. Air - Playground love

18. Little Dragon - Come home

19. M83 - Midnight City

20. Miike Snow - Cult Logic

21. MSTRKRFT - HeartBreaker

22. Nina Simone - Feeling Good

23. Paper Route - Dance on our Graves

24. Semisonic - Closing time

25. The Temper Trap - Sweet Desposition 

Attached is a link, to where you can listen to all these songs (:!/playlist/Current+Top+25/69144539

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

I cannot believe its already April

It is April 3rd already, that's crazy!!! before we know it, it'll be June, and then December and good bye to 2012.

As I write this I'm trying to recap the last 3 months. Thinking of things I said I wanted to accomplish in the new year. So far, I'm not doing great but I'm not doing horrible either. I still have 8 months to do what I need and want to do.