Erase and Rewind: The silver lining to weddings

First and foremost I've been slacking on my pictures for this week. Coming back from my trip I came feeling disoriented and just not my self. Mostly because I've been feeling as if my life had been going no where and that I'm in a stump. I'm about to finish my AA this spring and for the past year or so I've been slacking because I've felt unmotivated and I've had nothing to look forward to. That hit me thursday as I went dress shopping, I spoke to my sister about it and she was trying to help me out. It didn't really work, it actually started to work when I spoke to a good friend of mine who just got his life back together. That's what's given me some motivation, I spent all of Friday thinking of things I need to plan for and I've come up with some short term goals as well as some long term goal. I want to get my life back together and I will. I'll probably post my list later today.

So this weekend was my sisters soon to be sister-in-law, got married. And as previously mentioned I found the silver lining to weddings and that's BoOZE. Man, booze make everything so much better. The ceremony started at 2 and by 3:10 I was already pretty buzzed. It was nice since I barely ever drink. I had a case of the giggles at around 5 I left the wedding early an had dinner with my friend Solsi. I'm so glad we did (still pretty buzzed all through dinner though) it was just me and her and we talked a lot, and I'm so thankful to have her as a friend. Afterwards I was supposed to meet up with her but that went to crap because of my being buzzed. The minute I hit my bed I knocked out. And that was T about 8:30 last night. So here I am 6:28 in the morning, catching up.