I can't talk to poon very often. As much as I do enjoy talking to him, I can't help but get these crazy illusions in my head or get these creepy thoughts that I can't even say out loud. It's just going to make things awkward and I don't want to deal with it. as much as I do miss him at times, things should've stayed how they were, at a distance.
Can't risk thinking.
Let me get fully over you,
I'm falling asleep as I try to think things to say